She'd sorted it out by the time she got there, and now that she's been in his presence a little while she could easily differentiate Vader from Snoke. Snoke had been fathomless evil, incomprehensible to her. There was something more to Vader. Something she could nearly understand.

She blinks at the sudden change of topic, taking a few beats to catch up.

"You know I didn't want to."

She'd come so close to taking his hand. Even knowing he was leaving the Resistance to die, she'd considered it.